To Challenge the Utmost of Myself

It's like rain falling down. Drops of pain hit the ground.

2011-03-14T23:45:00.000+08:00

##CONTINUE##
It's like rain falling down.

Drops of pain hit the ground.

I can't speak. There's no sound.

Sorry, guys. 我又讓你們擔心了,...

但～現在的我好多了,...至少～心情上好多了

雖然我還沒找到方法重回軌道上,...

應該說～我累了　現在的我暫時沒有那個體力可以回到軌道上

想放自己一個長假,...卻得到無限個否定　

What am I supposed to do? I just can't figure it out yet.

雜感

2010-12-22T22:02:00.000+08:00

ｐｉｃ：聽說中間那個聰明人平常拍照都是長這樣的＠＠

##CONTINUE##

哀～原本打好了英文。。。

但考慮過我想呈現給誰看這個問題

最後決定打中文！

先說說～我終於屈服於facebook了

想加我的就加我吧＝　＝　雖然我已經寫了程式讓它自己去抓人

但它似乎沒有跑的那麼快～因為我不想抓到不認識的人＠＠

REMEMBER~My name is "J Will James"....

無論是我的中英日文名字　都很容易被大家忘記＝　　＝

好～進入雜感！

距離我上一次發飆已經有一段時間了

或者該說~我其實已經很久沒有生氣了

或許很多人想說我隨時都在暴怒吧＝　　＝＂

但其實不然～

我不知道多少人看見我的改變

１８歲很快就過去了　我進步了很多　當然～退步的也不少

只是上大學後有新的感慨～

我原本以為我早就適應那種～朋友來來去去的生活

這陣子的我又特別倒楣～

電腦壞了一次～手機被我丟在國光上～

我是１２０％仰賴３Ｇ的人

因此～資料全都沒了＝　　＝

每個人第一個反應都是～你可以自己修復阿　你又不是電腦白痴

我只好無奈的說～

不好意思　我聰明過了頭　資料防護做太好～沒得修復！

哀～世上應該找不到第二個像我一樣的笨蛋

這樣也好～跟過去ｓａｙ　ｂｙｅ　ｂｙｅ＠＠

從現在開始過新的生活　享受我的大學生活～

實現我的目標～Ｂｅ　ａｎ　ｎｏｒｍａｌ　ｓｔｕｄｅｎｔ！

老妹說　會連絡就是會連絡　不會連絡就是不會連絡

我不想半夜再衝出去當爛好人！

都好一段時間沒聯絡了　我相信你們過的很好　是不是！？

有問題請找你身旁的朋友解決。。。

就連１１０都可以不鳥人了　我只不過是個無名小卒　能做什麼！？

不想管那麼多～我想要自私點　過自己的生活

最近因為某件事情～我又不小心當了爛好人

在打電話請求幫忙之時　與一個朋友深談了許久。。。

他說　他認識了我那麼久　從來沒見過我求救過

每當我遇到困難　我都咬緊牙關死也要自己撐過

但　我卻可以為了其他人而輕易低頭請求別人的幫忙

他要我學會放下　一個我一直都沒有學會的東西

我都忘記了～我們人是會成長的

我拚命幫忙的結果反而是阻礙了別人的成長

是我的錯　我該跟周遭的人道歉　沒想到我一犯錯　就犯了那麼久～

我們都該學著成長　ｒｉｇｈｔ！？

但最後　這件事還算是圓滿落幕了！

那個人自己解決了他的問題　雖然～我這邊的進度似乎也一樣

就～拿去送給別人吧　（有人缺禮服嗎！？！？）

哀。。。跟自己說以後別傻了

這次感覺特別的深～因為我有種像是傭人的感覺

下次我應該回一句～Hey, screw you! Ha ha, just kidding....

我已經很久沒有生氣了　就連罵人都不知道從哪罵起了

或許是太久沒有回去那所學校了　都忘記自己是如何生存的

但現在的我過得很好

我甚至可以大方承認　我一點也不堅強　我不是贏家

I am about absolute vulnerable.

不要驚訝～我是認真的

每個人都有堅強的地方

我堅強的地方在於～我有一群無論如何都會挺在我後面的人

並不是我自己本身

因此　建議各位　回頭看看～who is behind you!?

不要妄想是我　我累了

問問你們自己　你們要怎麼聯絡我？

電話！？　我現在接電話還講究心情哩

那些根本沒留下我電話的人　我更是無言了

哀～大家各自保重　

我衷心希望沒了我的阻礙　你們都可以成長的更多

沉重之時　還是要祝大家

Ｍｅｒｒｙ　Ｃｈｒｉｓｔｍａｓ　＆Ｈａｐｐｙ　Ｎｅｗ　Ｙｅａｒ！

Ｍａｙ　Ｇｏｄ　ｂｌｅｓｓ　ａｌｌ　ｏｆ　ｙｏｕ.

GUYS!! PROBLEM IS COMING!!!

2010-12-12T10:52:00.002+08:00

Version in English
Well,...something big has happened!!
That is, my cell phone is missing!!!
All the phone numbers I have had gone forever and ever.
Because my NB had broken down last time so I didn't have a backup.
May you guys please send your contact ways to me?
I sincerely begging you.

Send to J right now!!

中文版

大事不妙了!
我的手機不見了= =" 似乎是~我把它忘在國光上
手機裡1200個電話號碼(由於它只能存那麼多)都不見了= =
但因為我之前電腦壞掉，沒有留下任何的存底
所以~我誠摯的懇求你，將你的聯絡方式寄至我的信箱!

好久不見的發文(中文版)

2010-12-03T15:51:00.000+08:00

ｐｉｃ：學生們送的禮物　ｆｏｒ　ｍｙ　ｂｉｒｔｈｄａｙ

##CONTINUE##
很久沒發文了～趁期中考完的一個下午來發一下文～

Ｗｅｌｌ　數學系不好混～說實話　我讀的比高中時還認真哩！

通車更是令我困擾＝　　＝　我的國文課遲到了不知道幾次了

所以～我下定決心出走！　離開我的狗窩。。。

搬到學校宿舍來住～目前是在大一女的４３０室

哈～大家沒事可以來找我玩＠＠

Ｏｈ　很不幸的消息是！　

由於我要搬進宿舍了　就沒有微積分讀書會了

除非來個＂線上微積分讀書會＂　但這也太辛苦了吧～

各位同學們　新鮮人不好當阿　

實在很想提醒你們　瘋狂的玩之餘也是要認真的讀書

總之～個人造業個人擔吧　再不行就採用老大的主意＠＠

早點找個人嫁了　一切沒煩惱～

至於　高三的小朋友們　我只能衷心祝福了

我能做的　我就會盡力做

結果如何　我不能預測　更不能改變　你們的未來是掌握在你們手上！

但不管結果怎樣　我期許你們都能勇敢的面對

考得好的　我理當是恭喜你　

考不好的　也不要氣餒～就走上指考戰士的路吧

Ｏｈ　順便分享一篇我很喜歡的文章

沒有光，才能看到螢火蟲

失敗是堅韌的最後考驗類別。──德國政治家奧托•馮•俾斯麥

年輕的男孩個性十分急躁，總是認為自己懷才不遇，懷大志卻沒有發展的舞臺，為此鬱鬱寡歡。

他的祖父看到了，告訴他：「聽說森林裡有許多螢火蟲，只要見到這些螢火蟲的人，就會擁有智慧，也許你可以去找看看。」

青年聽了很心動，當天晚上就興沖沖地跑到森林裡。

但是他卻失望了，找了一整晚，不但一隻螢火蟲也沒見到，還被蚊子叮得滿頭包。

青年埋怨地對祖父說：「森林裡根本沒有螢火蟲，您是在尋我開心嗎？」

但祖父堅持地說：「不，我沒有騙你，那裡真的有很多螢火蟲！不信我帶你去看看！」

於是，這天晚上，孫子高舉著火把，與祖父一起進入了森林。孫子不停地撥開草叢尋找，希望看到螢火蟲的身影，卻一無所獲。

突然，祖父接過孫子手上的火把，接著澆水把火熄滅。

孫子著急地說：「您這是在做什麼！森林已經這麼黑了，沒有火把，什麼也看不見，我們怎麼可能找到螢火蟲？」

祖父沒有回答，只是示意孫子不要說話。孫子只好悶悶不樂地站在一旁。

奇怪的事發生了。幾分鐘過去，剛才一片漆黑的森林，漸漸出現了幾個小光點……

光點愈來愈清晰，竟然是一隻隻的螢火蟲！

「爺爺！螢火蟲出來了！」青年興奮地說。

「不，牠們其實一直都在。」祖父說。

「可是我剛才怎麼一直沒有看到？」

「因為你的火把太亮了。唯有熄滅火把，讓眼睛逐漸適應黑暗，才能看到螢火蟲微小的光點。」

祖父慢條斯理地說：「你的人生正處於黑暗，但在黑暗之中，也最容易看到希望的光。這就是螢火蟲教給我們的智慧。」

青年在黑暗中紅了眼眶，感受到祖父的用心良苦。

故事中的青年，第一次沒有找到螢火蟲，是因為他不肯放下火把，不肯讓自己身處一片漆黑之中。然而，唯有願意置身黑暗，才能看到螢火蟲閃爍的光芒；唯有讓雙眼習慣黑夜，才能發現夜色中的美麗。

某次跟一個自小父母離異的朋友小聚，聊起這段並不快樂的童年，他竟然說出「幸好我父母離婚了」這樣出人意表的話。

「如果他們沒有離婚，我不會從小肩負經濟壓力；如果不是我從小面臨這樣的壓力，我不會有今天的韌性與毅力。」

當我們的人生陷入漫漫長夜之中，有人詛咒黑暗，也有人嘗試尋找暗夜裡飛舞的螢火蟲。

挫折，可以為人生減分，也能替人生加分，端看我們用什麼樣的態度面對失敗。

我常常說～當天空很黑的時候　星星就會出現　與身邊的人共勉之！

LENOVO Y560

2010-08-13T23:07:00.000+08:00

I bought a new NB!!
You may think it is not uncommon for me.
BUT!! The cost of it is all come from my part-time job in cram school and other cases in July.
I have realized the promise between my god-father and I. Haha...
In the begining, I thought of this promise as an impossible mission.
After my hard-working, I finally bought this NB.

As everyone knows, I don't use the bargainings.
This time is no exception, too.
Haha...if any one is searching for a new NB for university, welcome to ask me.
I am willing to share my advice with you.

Well, after this experience, I have learned that making money is not always easy as I thought.
Thanks my Lord for teaching me so much.

University life is right in the corner!
Guys, are you ready for all of that!?
Hope all of my friends can have a brand-new beginning.

RESPECT&LOVE!!

Department of Mathematics, National Taiwan University

2010-08-07T23:56:00.000+08:00

Well,...it turned out to be that I am going to study in Department of Mathematics, National Taiwan University.
Although I acquainted lots seniors, but none of them is in Department of Mathematics.
Hope I can get acquainted with seniors soon.　＝　＝
The systems and procedures are way too much complicated!!
It's out of my control.　＝　　＝
So any one who can give me a hand please contact with me.

The grades of all had published.
Whatever happens, there are zillions challenges on our way.
Back it up, guys!!
The future is gonna be our stage, let's show them what we got!
God always gives us a best location, and the only thing we need to do is present with great respect for Him.
No matter what obstacles is lying on my way, I firmly believe that He will not only accompany me but lead me to another summit.

RESPECT&LOVE!!
Thanks for lighten up my way, my Lord, Jesus.

Ｏｎ　Ｔｈｅ　Ｈｏｐ

2010-07-28T00:40:00.000+08:00

Well....working in a cram school really exploit me a lot.＝　＝
For example, even though I am now a fresh man, my life still like the periods of the senior high student.
I still wake up at an early time, and busy from dawn to midnight.
Every day I faced with a great many questions of Mathematics, Physics, and Chemistry.
Sometimes I would need to solve some other problems like English, Chinese, and EMOTIONAL PROBLEMS!!
That is extremely tired, I got to say so.
But there is another big problem!
Ever been a senior student, I know the feeling of them as well.
I can't walk away so easy because there is no one else can help them with so many problems and concerns.
I guess it's hard to get rid of it, but I won't do that because I want to help them indeed.
Please bless them with all your concerns, my Lord.
Just as you helped me to get through the tough time of my high school, and bestow me the will to keep moving on, my Heavenly Father.

There is another important matter!!
That is, I am going to studying Mathematics in National Taiwan University, and my utmost goal is to be a cram school teacher.
Because I am really interesting in Mathematics and Chen Shen is willing to lead me in this way.
Now I am standing in a new aspect to Mathematics.
I love it but I never think of making it become the tool of surviving.
Well, I have some students now, and I really pay a lot of attention on them.
Hope I can be a good teacher.　＝　＝

After the "PITTY" accident, I have considered a lot.
I think that I need to put more emphasis on my privacy because it may concern my family's feeling.
So from now on, I will make some changes in my life.
You guys just relax, it won't make too much different as long as you don't cross the line of mine.

Good news for me and for you all !!
I will have more free time in August.
So stop complaining and come to date with me.　＝　　＝
Well, I didn't realize the promise between me and class 106.
I will try to compensate it as possible as I can.
And all my dear classmates of elementary school, PLEASE show up as possible as you can, alright?
I try to make it as best because we guys really missed each other a lot.
Forget the old hatred and don't pile no more new sorrows, okay?
Six years has passed, I think we would have much to talk in that time.
Come on....I want a perfect class reunion, and it means that all of you must show up!!

GUYS, keep moving on!

RESPECT&LOVE!!

ＣＩＲＣＵＭＳＰＥＣＴ

2010-07-22T00:17:00.000+08:00

Well....I just came back from Nei-hu.
It's quite different from Rulin there. But I like it.
It's more simple, and put much emphasis on the students.
Hope that my lecture would be easy to be understood.
I am seriously thinking that should I be a teacher or not.
What's the suggestion of you guys? Come on... I really need more adivice.
Besides, Mr. Chen have a great expectation on my indeed.
He shows me lots of his career, and I really learn a lot from it.
Well...I don't understand why I can be so lucky.
There is always someone leading me, helping me.
Just like finding a part-time job, I easily got two without any cost.

In my mother's religion, I am the reincarnation of 魁罡.
Hearing that 魁罡 is the boss of all the villains.＝　＝
And I am doomed to cultivate the heart and nature.
That is, there is countless challenges in front of me.
But it is only a way of saying in my mother's religion.

I thank my Lord, Jesus, for blessing me so much.
Tomorrow is the day I have to go back to school.
Well, my grades is whole a crap.
I don't know why it can be so so so suck.
Hope that old man will not murmur too much.＝　＝
Keep walking, guys.

RESPECT&LOVE!

I know exactly who you are...PITTY

2010-07-16T01:05:00.002+08:00

Well....this is only between you and me
So, this time, I give both of us a privacy.
I don't like your behaviors, but I can tolerate it just for now.
And sorry to remind you that even you use an anonymous call, I still can know who is calling.
Besides, all of the phone calls to me,including my home have been recorded.
If you want to do the same thing next time, please be careful.

Hmm...I learn one thing in this experience.
Maybe I shouldn't be so innocent.

Dear PITTY,
This is a privacy between you and me.
So, come to ask me the secret code if you want...
Well, I guess you won't come to ask me, and I am always right about you.
There is your phone record inside it.
It's okay with me to give up all the things. I'm always okay to all things as well.
It is you that make all the things so difficult and press the people around you.
What a loser you are!
Please don't regard me as your reason of failure.
It only makes you much miserable. But still no one would pitty on you.
Ha ha....after this words, I guess it's definitely that you won't ask me the code.
Come on... bring me YOUR courage to prove that I am wrong.

Show encrypted text

##CONTINUE##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Ｔｈａｎｋｓ　ｓｏ　ｍｕｃｈ！

2010-07-11T23:25:00.000+08:00

Well...as what I mentioned in the last article, I went to see the "eclipse" but only with Ms. Ji.
According to Ms. Guo's friend's statement, her boyfriend dated her out.
Because of my personal "Hoes before bros Theory", I just said nothing and agreed.
This might be a good thing, because I had been tortured by how to reconcile the embarrassment.

To say the truth, I think my linguistic ability has gone into air.　＝　＝
Especially my Chinese, I often forgot how to pronounce that words even forgot the words I am going to use.
Thanks Ms. Ji so much because she put up with me without any complaint.
Today I have so much gratitude to her.
To begin with, she sat in the starbucks for waiting me.
Moreover, she gave me a great deal of help on choosing the gift for my sister.
I always think that shopping with me is the most monotonous thing in the world.
Take my seniors for example, everytime we go to shopping, I just say nothing and follow them.
Usually, I won't be the person to pay up, it mostly belongs to the senior brothers.
And my senior sisters will take care for all the stuffs. Like buying my clothes, the presents ,...etc.
My job is only to take all the merchandise. Hmm... sometimes I would need to walk into some strange shops, like women only, that my senior brothers can't enter.
Ms. Ji said I am a "Shopping Boy"" just like Page Boy."　＝　＝
Anyway, she made a good choice because my sister loves it.
And she is way too much considerate because she called me in the midnight for asking the size of it is fit or not that she would like to go to change it.
My sister also said she is such an thoughtful person and asking me to marry her.　＝　＝
Well, the only words I can say is "my sister is such an easy person to buy in."
Steve saw us in the street, and he is quite surprised at Ms. Ji's high heels.
Well, she didn't know that girls hang out with me won't wear it.
But I guess she won't care about it.
In a word, I am so much pleasured by her, and she leaved me so much appreciation as well.

I have met the nurse's daughter.
She is an intelligent girl but not a diligent one.
Well, after our first rendezvous , I found so many commons on us.
And she seems willing to work hard with me.
I think I need to draft a studying plan for her, and ask her to finish it certainly.
Won't be too tough, I guess.
That is abosolutely lucky me, isn't it?

There is another problem that requires much attention and concern.
That is my sister and Yi Wen's tutor problem.
Yi Wen is my boss's daughter.
I am willing to help these two girls.
But I am wondering how long I can accompany with them. One year? Three year?
The kernal issue is definitely not on them but on the adults.
Anyway, just like I had said, I would spare no efforts to help these two kids to the utmost limitations.

Dear Heavenly Father, thanks for everything you bestowed on me.
Please give me and the people around me another chance to defeat the enemies in mine.
I am ready to face all the challenges you deign for it is the way you makes me better.
Also, I am ready to give a hand on everybody because they all are your subjects, just like my brothers and sisters.
You give me a brand-new life on the moment I was isolated and cut off from help.
And bring me so many angels in my life to ensure my bliss.
I want to fight with my worse self. I want to change the guilty gift into a better one.
Thanks for teaching me how to fight with myself.
In the name of our Lord, Jesus, I must persevere in this arduous barrier.
Guys, we all need to work hard more!　
Never Give Up!　For No Exceptions!

RESPECT&LOVE!

Ｉｓ　ｔｈｉｓ　ｓｏ-ｃａｌｌｅｄ　ＲＥＡＬＩＴＹ？

2010-07-09T11:50:00.000+08:00

Today I went to KLSH for advertising my cram school and inquiring for the information of students.
Last time I was forced to go with Ming Hui to KLGSH. ＝　＝
But I had learned a lot from her, and I think I did use it well in this call on.
Everything is Okay, until I met a girl, who is gonna doing the same thing as I do but represent different cram school.
We talked a lot, and I was pretty enjoyed.
Go straight to the point! I asked her if she could borrow me the information to have a copy.
She freely agreed. And I transcribed them all as well.
Everything seemes fine until her friend told her that it's not well and my fellows told me that she is such a credulous person.
I feel a sense of guilt with her.
In my opinion, she is a good person, and pretty voluble with me because we see eye to eye on the competition of cram schools.
I leave my MSN to her as well, I truly indeed want to make a friend with her.
Anyway, I owe her an apology, and I hope she would not be punished by this event.
I don't like this kind of vicious contention even if this is so-called REALITY!!

Tomorrow is the beginning of High School Entrance Examination.
Hope my sister, Kira, and her friend, Yi Wen, can conquer it free and relaxed.
I will pray for them to the Heavenly Father.

This Sunday I have to meet the nurse and her daughter, who is 12 grade, in blood donation center.
She might be my first tutor case.
But frankly speaking, to give those who want to improve their grades a hand is all I want to do.
I am not interested in making money at all.
God help me to get over all the obstacles in front of me.
The only way I can reciprocate to Him is to help other people who are faced with the same problem I had ever met.
I will spare no efforts to help others!
Like tomorrow I have to get to the cram school at 8 because a student's anxious needs.

Oh, I am going to watch the "Eclipse" with Ms. Guo and Ms. Ji on Sunday night.
Well, it's a weird combination, I know.
Hope that it won't be too embarrassing.
At least, they both enjoy scoff at me, and both are pretty girls.
They are kinds of commons, aren't they?

RESPECT&LOVE!

Ｃａｎｏｎ　ｉｎ　Ｄ　ｍａｊｏｒ

2010-07-07T23:00:00.001+08:00

"Canon in D major" is my new cell phone ring.
Owing to many factors, I gave up the undying ring of sony.
Well, this ring is recorded by 神野 and 實野.
Hope you guys understand who I am talking about, I didn't type Japanese because most of you can't understand.
Because Duncan's annoying complaint, we only recorded 51 seconds to function as cell phone ring.
I think our play is perfect, uncomparable, absolutely flawless!!
My sister, after hearing my ring, she kept calling me for hear it. ＝　＝
In the end, I can't tolerate her weird acting, I gave her the record.
Anyway, I just want to show off my appealing ring.

Today is a little break for me.
But as everyone knows, I am a 120% workaholic.
I still have to teach my cousin, who is 8 grade now, English in the morning.
He has some problem with pronounciation, so we once spent a whole moring on pronounce "Z", "M", "N"...etc.
Especially "Z", I just can't figure out how to let he come to know how to say "Z" in correct way.
Don't conjecture that the problem is on my British accent.　＝　　＝
God knows why.
And my cousin's attitude is a little bit wandering in my edge.
Her mother ask him to check in at 8 o'clock.
But he always bring me a breakfast at 9 o'clock. ＝　＝
I need to communicate about his condictions more with his mom.

After ending his part, actually it is him that ask me to call it a day.
Following is working on the answer of Chen Shen Math.
The start is always a sweet taste, won't be too laborious at all.
But I forgot to put a sticker to mark that is belong to me, fearing that teacher would take it away, just like Hao Yu, who teaches me Chemistry.
He borrowed my review textbook, and has no intention to give me back.＝　＝
Today he, Chen Shen and me talked a lot.
It's far different from our talk in the past, but very useful indeed.

Anyway, everyday is a brand-new day, and I want to be a complete new J from past, too.
Oh my God, I trust in thee; let me not be ashamed, let not mine enemies triumph over me.
Blessed be the Lord my strength, which teacheth my hands to war, and my fingers to fight.
Be not that far from me; for trouble so near; haste Thee to help me.
Hope all people around me can be blessed by God.
RESPECT&LOVE!

RESTLESSNESS

2010-07-05T00:22:00.003+08:00

I don't understand why my life can be so so so meaningful(?)

Even though I have got over the examination...
Well, I guess so.
I don't want to face the music, so I just want to do nothing until the report card entrusted.
So, guys...BE PATIENT!!
It's very annoying that you guys keep asking me to check the answers.

Oh, go back to the point...
Everyone has their wishes to do in this summer vacation.
But there is no any idea in my mind.
And I am doing some part-time job in my cram school.
Just like my godfather's ask...VERY TIRING!!
Frankly speaking, the job is certainly closed to the "cipher."
No wonder that he would agree with this job.
But there is a HUGE problem with my job...
That is, I won't know when I have to attain until the day before.
Then!! HOW CAN I ARRANGE MY PERSONAL AFFAIRS!?!?
Another person who should be in the cram school as I do is Joanna Ma!
But I have no idea where the hell she has been merrily enjoyed..
I only know that I am stuck in the cram school MISERABLY!!
What a sadness. = ="

I know there are two missions which are of vital importance leave to be accomplished by me.
First, class 106's visit to Teacher's new house.
Second, my elementary classmates reunion.
But I still have no any ideas in my mind!!!
Apparently, there is no one want to help me. 　　　 = ="
Generally speaking, some are can't, some are don't wanna, and the others are the parts that I have never understood what they are thinking about...
Truely, I don't want to complicate all the things, but I want to do it well.
God, I am driven to crazy!! PLEASE DON'T GIVE UP ME!!

Maybe in this moment, all I need is a break.
Or a little trip to run away from those hustles and bustles.
I don't know. Who knows?
I want to be normal, but no one tells me that it would be so hard.
Moreover, even I feel extremely exhausted, I am still so abnormal.
What an absurdness!

I want to to play ducks and drakes of my life recklessly!!

A Completely New Beginning

2010-07-04T00:23:00.005+08:00

A Completely New Beginning !!

Those articles in the past were moved to another blog.

Go to check it.

Don't worry that I would delete them all.

RELAX !! haha..

There is a little bit different from past.

Guess you have found it.

That is, from now on, I will write the articles in ENGLISH.

Don't be resentful so quickly.

Pondering this problem for several days, my answer is "yes."

Due to the reason that I am generally compose the article in an easy language that most people can understand.

If you want to understand my article, you will have the patience to read it.

If I write the article in German, that is so-called harassment!